So, I've achieved a sort of balance in my life. No drama, yet no excitement either, just living in a state of nirvana at the moment. I can get used to this :D
School is almost done. One more week of classes, then I get to cram for exams. Oddly enough, I'm not feeling the pressure at all; I'm completely confident I will pass. It almost seems unreal that the first half of my college experience is nearing it's completion. And yet here I stand in the wake of it, swallowing my tongue while staring at it, unable to ponder what exactly it is I'm facing. Unfortunately for me, there's a gap just large enough for me to see through, and it's showing a dismal future. Really I'm not looking forward to working a factory, but it seems I have no choice at this point. College needs funding, you know. But alas, this is all a hallucination, because the reality is that no employer within this state would give me a job over the summer; but who in their right mind would? Everyone's trying to grasp that last pinch of their penny so they can later throw it away for something so superficial it makes the entire effort completely pointless. But this is the girth of American economics, is it not?
Anyways, I ramble, and it's much too late for me to be up. I've got a Brewers game to attend to tomorrow. Should be a blast. Hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed typing it -- and I did enjoy it. There's something about writing that makes me feel...alive.
